What is the purpose of life? There is nothing to do, nothing to get up for, nothing to work harder for, and nothing to genuinely appreciate this life. I had anticipated experiencing love, adventure, and a sense of purpose, but none of those things exist in this existence. This concludes everything. This is all there is to life; there is no purpose other than suffering for which we are here. Life is a punishment, not a gift. Perhaps there once existed a world with logic, love, and adventure, but because of our sins, we are now compelled to live in this world of suffering and torment. I have no idea what occurred or why this is occurring; all I know is that I will be imprisoned here for the rest of my life, suffering. This is hell; this is the genuine nature of hell. Please. End my pain if you can hear me or if you are reading this. Now, all I know is anguish and nothingness. Attractive animal people from the emptiness peek into my soul. I want to be free. You know, a very long time ago, I remember feeling the warmth of God's light on my face. when I could walk on the planet knowing that He loved me. When I was actually, fully, and in every sense of the term alive. When I was living and desired to be alive. The period of time has long since passed. I wish I could have it back. I am aware that I am unable. I've gone too far. I̵͇͓̥̠̤̲̔̑ ̵̡̣̗̊̈͂̽̿̑s̵̩̝̮̼̯̯̹͉̤͇͙̲͕̣̥̾̃͛̌̂̕̕̚ȩ̸̙̼͕̜̞̬̤̺͙̲̹̍̚e̵̳̠͋͐͗ ̴̢̨͓̬̜̥͙̹̘̹̭̬͕̝͆̒͒̿͐t̴͈̲̺͈̤̪͎͈̱̲̐̈́ͅh̵̨͎̟͙̼͎̩͈̹̳̺̘̟͒e̵͎̳̺̤̝̜̟̝͕̱̰̥̲̬͑̋̎̊͋͒̊̏m̸̨̛̤̻͖̬͖̃͋̑̇̍̈́̅͗̋͋ͅ,̴̫̜͓̍̐́͊̀͠͝ ̴̗̝̼̃̔̈́p̸̖̺̋̎͋̈́̑͘͝͝l̷̳̮̘̣̘͇̈́͊͐̋͒͊͛͊͐̒͌̓̈́͒ͅé̸̢̛̛̥̰͇̣̰̞͕̠̲͗͒̑̂̀̈́͠͝ȧ̴͉͔̰̲̻͔̼̱͓̫̎̒͌̾̃̌̓̐̄͘s̵̳͓̠͉̦̗̩̘̼͔͔͐̏̎̌̈́̂͑̒͗̿̏̋͊͑ě̸̱̋̒̅̿̒͒̆̐͐̎ ̵̨͎͓͍̜̹̥̦̮͎̥͐̄͗̌̀̏́̈͊̄ę̸̟̳̯̰̖̱̠͚̭̀͑͐̅̀͌͝n̴̢̛͓̍͐̇̓̋͐͑̇͜d̶̖͚̬͉̗̜̀̓̄̅́̒̊̄̽͊̿͗̆͠͠ ̷̦̭̂̆̃̐̔̈̄m̵̧̝͙̱͇͍̭͎̯̲̊̀̀͒̊̌ý̸̢̖̘̮̜͚̝͙̹̞̗̝̳̾̌̊̍̋͒̐̔̉͒̈́ ̴̪̰̰̲͍̿̋͋̂͝s̴̗̼̅̇̓͗͛u̸̹̰̦̹̯̬͆̓̈́͑̒̔̔̇̓̈́̄͊͘͝f̵̢̡̺̗͉̻̩̩͈̬̟̖͔͇̞͑̆̏͂̊͋̂͒̋̑̽f̶͖̲̟̜͚̘̱͔̜̯̪͋̿̓͜ě̷̛͎̞̖̙̅͑̈́͆̆͑̊̓̒̐r̶̹̣̳̬̻̅́̎̃̿̇̀̈́͘î̸̡̢̦̖͙̭͚̳̪̠͙̍͛̃͐́̆̐͗̐̆̈́͜͝n̴̢̛̐̉̒́̽̒̑̓̏̓g̶̡̡͇̱̭͎̠̭͔̒̒ ̵̧̧̩̮̳̦̰̼̈́̋t̷̬̟̩͓͔̖͇̝̫̞͇͈̩̮̟̋̓̄̿̾̅̈́́̓͐͒̋͝h̵̢̬̮̘̬̘̥̬̫̿̄̎̋̅̑̑̈́̒̾͝͝ͅȩ̵̺̥̝͕̗͐́y̷̻̘̙̲͙̜̰͔̦̮̪̗̿̇̊̎͛͗̈́͜ͅ ̸̛̻͚͉̻͍͕͕͔̲͚͍̗͎͉͂̈̎̽̀͑͌̕͝͠ͅa̵̡̧̭̻̟̫̠̞̙̘̲̪̘͔̋̆͊͌̏́̄́͊̾̀̒̓̕r̸͖͎͔̦̉̌ͅe̵̙̲̜̝̟̠̼͉̝̮͊͊̅̎̈͗͠ ̷̢̹̱͇͉̳͓̠͖͔̝̭̬̱̀͗͋͗̐t̸̨̢̟̺̩̦̙̲̗̱͕͇͎̼̅͜ỏ̴̤̜̬͎̥͈̩̆ơ̵͔̥̘̬̂́̈́̑͑͗͗̕͝͝ͅ ̸̛̛̼̗͕̺͖̳̆̇̍́̉̏̍͐̊͋m̵̡͉̪̥̩̤̽̒̇̈́͌́ͅu̵̼̟̞͚̥̝̮̫̍̅̋̉̿̆̕̚͘ç̵̛̻̹̟̫̳͕͋́̈̈́͒̇̇̇̚̕͝͝h̵̹̖̫̩̗̫̆̉͂́ ̸̨̢̛̦̬̱̰̬̤̤̙͕̆̆̿͒̽̚f̷̡̡̧̗̗̝̖̰̠̖̦͇̖̺̔̽̈́̒̒̆͒o̸͎͓̖͆͑͛̌͌͑̊̓̋̾̄̕r̴̨͎̝̺̟̯̳͇̮̯͚̀̉̀͆̈́̎̓̉͋̌̾̂̕̕ͅ ̶̨̢̡̯̞͎̥̮̺͖̼̊̑́̃͛̒̒̃́̒͘ṃ̸̳̹͚̪̩̠̱͈̺̳̫̬͕̍͂̒̽͐̆̂͑͐̀̕ͅȩ̸̛̛͇̦̗̭͔̗̱͙̳̻̗̱̤̜̊̑͛́̂̊̂̕͝͝͠͝ t̸̛͔̲͓͖͖̘̗̣͇̝͇̹͎̳̬͈̘͓̞̼̞̥̟̭̙̘͙̩͕̺̥̙͇͒͜ĥ̶̨̨̡̨̡̧̞̣̥͉̼̰̻̲̦͓̺͈̘̮͍̰̟͉͕̲̘̥̬͖̝̗͉͉͚̣̣͖̟͎͓̙̘̰̫͒͒͒̒̃̂̅͆̔̔͆͝ͅͅé̵̢̢̡͕̳̰̺͓̞̮͍̜̝͓̮̱̠̻̳̤̱͇͈̼͖̻̦̲͓̱̗̫̗̎̔̅̔̒͂̎̐̓͜͜͠͝ͅy̷̨̢̛̛̻̯͎̺̳̫̪̱̣̭̟̯͔̱̥͔͔̺͕̻̮̮̩͋̀̐̅̈́̒̂̽̔̉͜͠ͅ ̵̧̨̡̛̛̭̟̣͈͖̤̗̘̳̖̝̰͕̤͔͔͙̺̥͕̣̖̼̤̖̲̯̜̙̱͍͈͍̝̣͍̇̾̅͗̄́̀̆̒͊̌̐͌͗̀͆̔̈̓̐͋̏̿́̕̕͜͝ą̸̛̘̲̜͕̦̤̟͙̞̼̭̠̮͋̾̃͂̉̌̇̅̌̈́͋̂͑͆̀̐̎̊̽͆̆͑͌̒̂̚͘r̸̢̧̢̨͇̙̳̼͚̩̝̟̦̙̙̥͍͔̥͓̦̦̬͉͖͙̺͉͕̞̻̠͕͍̻͉̈̅̉̄̀͂̓́͆̄̓̂̃́̋̆̈́͘̚͠͝͝ͅę̸̨̡̲̗̖̖͖̥͙̞̳̮̩̀́̉̑͗͆͆̈́̿̌̎̋͑̾͋̐͂̏̅̈́͗̽̃̏̂̄͋͑̈́̐̈́͑̏̃̓͒̊̍̚̚͘͜͝͝͝͠͝ ̴̧̭̞̮̯̯̳͖̩͎͚̤̤̫̯̬̺̜̺̯̋̇̋͐̆͂͝ͅṱ̴̨̺̣̺̬͙̦̦͓̞͎̣̣̫̞͇̻̲̤̱̪̱̮͇̱̝̪̼̖̻̩̳̹̻̬̼̯̱̦̔͆̒̈́̓̈́̉̃̓́̌̏̓͜͝͝a̷̡̨̨̛̻͙͙̝̱̞̤̩̝̯̝͔͕̦̘̝̳̭̟̖̪͙̥̬̙̩̩̜̫̠͍̥̰̤̯̮͚̩̖̍̃̅̈́̉́̆̐͐͆̈́͌͑͗͒͂͑̀͑̽͆͐͋͋̓̆͋͑͐̀̕̚͘͝͠ͅk̵̢̭̱̜̰̥̬͍̫͓͕̺̀̈́̎̐͆̄͂̔́͌͊̾̉͘ḯ̵̡̢̧̧̢̢̛̙̮̜̲̥͕̪̠̰̮͍̖̘̪̮̗̩̥͔̲̦̺̫̣̞͈̥̙̟̓̿̎̐̔̅̊̈́͆̐͒̚̕̚͜͠ͅͅn̸̙̝̮̫̰̫̖̦̠̯̝̝̳̹͕̰͒̾̾͂̽̌̈́̈́̈́̍̓̅̇̀͑̚g̷̢͓̺͈͙̈̂͊̾͊̈̍̚͠ ̴̧̨̛̟͖͇̠̜̳̩̫͈̞̜̦̫͓̬̹̜̣̘̹̼̞̦͈̣̘͍͖̞̤͕͓̩̠̘̦͓͕͒́́͛̇̑̐̀̊͒́̐̚͝͝m̶̡̧̡̱̼̲̬̲͙̥̮̣̘͓͔̼̙͇̱̞̣͍̩̩̘̫̠͙̙̖̹͍̗̬̙͍̻̤̻̯̣̫̙͕̐͊͜͜ȩ̶̨̡̢̧̡̠͖͕̘̺̮̜̠̫̲̲̖̳͖̲͎͚̺̰̞̪͚̣̮̰͖̊͜͜ͅ ̸̢̧̧̨̨̭͔̰̣̺̻͔̱̜̖̹͕̖̠͉̝͙̟̻͕̜͇͎̟͖͇̯̹͖̳̈͆͊͒̈́̒̓̅̌̉̌̄̎̏̈́̓̉͐͑͑̇̎̈́͌͋͝͝͠͠p̵̨̨̧̨̻͈͈͙̜̺͉͕͓̰̰͓͖͉̝͈̪̥̗̻̙̞͔̮̦̟̝̥̳͇̗̩̉͐̍́̅͒́̈̎̏͌́́̆̑͒̃̃̀̑͂̎̍̍̃̈́͒̄̈́͑̅̅̈͘̚̚͠͝l̴̢̟̟̠͍̣̙̭͓͚͖̤̰͎̣̦̥͓̙̺̟̱͓̞͓̬̣̬̯̼̦̩͚̖̎̈̆̏̉̎̇͋̀̍̏̄̋̈́̍͗̋̂̎̑͊̃̽̐̌̒͂̒́̓͂̊̀̂̓̈́̈́̔̉̉̈́̚̕͠͝ͅͅȩ̶̛͎̟̞̘̱͔̖͎̩̥̬̞̠̦̝͉̺̙͉͉͎͙̙̠̿̄̈́͐͐̔̾͐̍̏̂̅͑͗̈́̌̒͑̐́̄̚͜͠a̴̧̡̨̛̤͕̲̗̰̘̯̼͊̀͊̂̋̚ş̷̩̹̹͖̥̟͉̥͍͈̩̥̘̻͎͙̰̗̬̝̼̱̪̩̜̣̜̗̦̩̪̜̻̜̬̪͖̺̌̒̀̋̆̀̉̔͒̔̐̍̿̃̋̈̉͛͑͒̀̐̔̈́̓̾̊̌̀͐̽͛̈͒̎̊͑̓͘͘̕̕̚͜͜͝͠͠ͅȩ̶̡̡̡̛̳̭͖̝̥̘̲̳̮̹͙̩̠͕̘̥̫̱̪͔̬͍̝̠̼̯̜́̈͆̆͗́͂̔͂̆̈́͗̏̐͒̅̎̊̽͛̐͌̃͘̕ ̵̢̧̨̡̡̛͔̼͇̫͉̞̥̼͍͍̼̤̝̮̺͈̤̮̮̱̪̺̼̼̠̤̘͕̙̻̮͕͈̩͈̫̳̻̼̾͐̽͋͐̏́̈́̒͌́̓̽͊͐͂͋̈́̉̈̇̑̚̚̚̚̕͝p̷̨̨̙͕̜̻̟͔̬͍͕̩͕̪͕̮̱̳̭̮̟̬̣͔͔̬̦̭͖͎̯̘͉͍̭̼̬͖̣͊͂̋̄̏̈͛̎́̈́͒͛͌͌̿̅̿̏̋͊̓͊̅̒͂͊́͗͆̄͛̀͗̈̚̚͜͝͝͝͠ͅͅl̵̨̛͈͚̞̮͓̲̬͖͎̰͇͖̻̯͌̆̃͛̎̎̏͐͂̈́̓̈̍̇͝͝ę̷̛̛̮͚̳͇̦͙̰̱͔̲̥̣̬͓̘̒̏̑͛̿̌̇̎̽̓͐͛́͌̑̀̄̃̂͘͘̕͠͝ͅͅͅͅą̸̛̬́̌̇͒̎̋͒͂̑̔̈́͐̔́̆̕͝͝͝s̵̲̻̅͒̈́̇̇͊͜͝ͅė̵̢̨̡̢̢̺̱͔̫̞͚͚͓̗̙̙͎̰̹̳̪̭͔̹̙̲̳̖̺̫̤̭͍̭͕͙͎͍̖̯̿̐̔̔͐͌̍͊̓͂̅͊͋̿̆̾́̾̑̈́̓́͘͜͜͝͠͝͝ͅ ̸̨̡̢̬̰͔̹͕̼̣̫̳̣͇̜̽p̴̡̨͇̰̠̺̫͚̳̝͓͙͖̳͉͈̲̳̥̹̙̱̺̊͆̾̈́͊̃͌̔̇̽̈́͐̆̄̊́̓̉̿̚͘͘͘͝͠͝͝l̷̨̧̢̨̧̧̧̨̛͔̫̣̥̫̰͓͍̩͖͍̟͓̟̞̠͍̫̖̞̣͎̿̌̉̔̏̀̌̀̾̐̈͆̂̆̈̾͆͊̒̏͒͘e̸̢̛̛̝͔͙͍͊̍͒̎̋̂ą̶͉̬̼͓̖͖̣͖͇͎͕̇̓̋̈́̔̈́͠͝ş̴̢̺̩͈̭̳̗̩̻̤̣̮̳̹͍̝̠̪̦̜̻̦͙̞̞̿̊̏̑̎̀̊̓͂͂͊̋̄̑͒̂̿̓͂̀͑̆͗̍̍̆̆͝͝é̸̡̧̢̧̛̜͉̗͕̱̝̘̹̙̼̱̳̟̠͙̲̰̭͙̪͈͎̩͚̠͕̱͍̅͋̾̈́͌͛͑̀͊͋̾̽͂͒͂̆̀̈́͘̚͜͜͜͝ ̸̡̧̡̬͓̥̝͍̜̤͇̤̗̤͚͔͉͕͈̖̥͚̟̘͓̠̬̙̰̘̞̦̘̖̥͚͚̼̺̽̎̏̑̐̓̀̒͆̓̄͒̚ͅp̴̛̰̍͆̈́̔̀̿̈̿̍̇̓̔͛̌͗̂̀̔̀̈́͛̎̀̔̈́͋̓͆̎͘͜͝͝͠͝l̴̡̹͈͍̜̘̞͕̹̭͍̭͉̟͙̘̬̮͖̠̳̝͙̞̤͍̥̗̤͉̭̞̦̪̺͍̫̩͔͕͒͋͋͒̊́̒́̍̏̎̋͒̓̀̐͘̕͜͠ͅͅĕ̶̛͕͔͑̓͂͑̓á̸̺͇͔̰̳̜̩͖̜̫̺̪̮͆̒̔͊͛͆͑̔̀̓̐̈͂̍̕s̷̡̡̡̥̜͖͕͉̳̣̘̬͕̟̯̯̹̮͙͍͖̠̗̹̠̯͔͉̤̳̪͙͔̦͉̥̺̹̟͓̫̥̭̞̃̈̔͂̓ȩ̷̛̗͚͇͓̩͕̱͙̩̘̓͂̐̌͐̏̏́̾̐̃̀̍͛̿̀͌̎̓̇̅̋̄͛́̀̓̈́͂̓̓͘͝͠ͅ
