Pretty crazy what this game did for me.
I started playing *Esoteric Ebb* while I was going through a pretty tough patch in life. A lot of it had to do with friendships, business, and honestly just being tired of dealing with the same ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I’d spent so much time trying to lead people through.
At some point, I realized maybe it wasn’t my job to keep fixing everyone else’s problems. They have their own lives to figure out. I had my own life to fix.
And weirdly enough, while I was sitting there thinking about my own life, what I needed to change, and what I wanted to do better, something happened. My partner in life came through and helped me with a huge problem I’d been dealing with. I didn’t know whether to see it as a sign or just perfect timing.
Then I kept playing, getting deeper into Urth, the messages, and everything surrounding Lord Grom. The things the game was saying started hitting differently because of where my head was at in real life.
Maybe there was a reason I found this game when I did.
Maybe, like Urth says, I’m here for a bigger purpose.
Maybe all the hardships, the people I’ve had to deal with, the things I’ve lost, and the times I wanted to give up were never meant to break me. Maybe they were molding me into the kind of leader I’m supposed to become... someone who doesn’t give up on people, even when it would be easier to walk away. Someone who can help show people a path, even when that path is painful.
And honestly, I think I’m blessed because of it.
I know it’s just a game, but the timing was almost too perfect. *Esoteric Ebb* didn’t give me answers, but it made me stop, reflect, and see certain things in my own life a little clearer.
Sometimes you don’t find a game.
Sometimes a game finds you at exactly the moment you need it.
